Devastation!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing worse than having a rant and than losing the post in which you were making some serious rantings *GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA* So, if you weren't aware of this fact, today, is like the worse day in history!!! OK, so I'm exaggerating but it's the worse day EVER for me. The job I might have been elated to have in previous post has now slipped through my fingers and I must defer my placement to start in February 2010. Because all the jobs with EPIK to start August 2009 have been FILLED. I'm devastated and in fact if you listen hard enough you will hear my *THROBS OF DESPAIR*. I can't get Teachaway to GUARANTEE my place for 2010 but all they're willing to say is that EPIK will be aware of my situation and my application will be given SPECIAL CONSIDERATION but I want GUARANTEED POSITION. Life is seriously sucking sour lemons!!!!!!!!

Why Does It Always Rain On Me - Travis

Emo Chan in Despair!

Rain Against My Window!!!

We have had so much rain in the past two days that I can barely believe it. I not talking some light hearted, pitter patter rain, I'm talking serious downpour, monsoon type rain BUT this is England, we don't have this kind of tropical downpour! Imagine---I have my two little cousins with me, we just watched Transformers, we attempt to leave the cinema but the heavens have opened and a months worth of rain is falling from the sky. I have one TEENY TINY umbrella BUT surprisingly enough we all managed to stay dry!!!

It wasn't til I returned home that my mom told me that my brother was here with his friend who happens to be deaf (almost totally but with hearing aid he can pick up some sound) and while playing on that XBOX they saw the lightening strike land in our front garden. Apparently, the force of it was so loud that his deaf friend flew out of the sofa and jumped across his lap and curled into a ball before his startled eyes. Now, that I wish I'd seen. PRICELESS. But thank goodness it hit outside that was very fortunate indeed.

I Can't Believe It---------Michael Jackson

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Billie Jean - Michael Jackson

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Beat It - Michael Jackson

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Liberian Girl - Michael Jackson

BYE BYE MICHAEL JACKSON.

ZOMFG I'm Going To Korea!!!!

I'm like bursting with excitement and I'm totally loving that. I mean I'm going to move somewhere so different to my current home of twenty nine years and it's like a journey to the centre of the earth for me....yes, i exaggerate that's what i do. But everything will be different.....kind of.....different smells, food, people, movies and language. I don't speak any Korean and I've been learning Japanese for a few years but NEVER Korean, GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I better start studying!!!!!

Oh the city lights, I'll see you soon. Yes and all the foreign characters. I'll have fun fun fun!!!!!

I wonder if I'll get too see a cool wedding ceremony!!??!!!!!!
Yes, I'll be all Zen now. I reached enlightenment in Korea and I don't talk anymore. Can you hear me......TELEPATHY people. hahahahahaha :)

Eau De Bus!!!!

I'm back from days of not blogging!!! Was I missed wonders???? So, a lot has happened since my last post like.....I got the job in South Korea!!!! WHooohoooo.O Anyways, apart from the whole I'm so excited I think I peed myself..hahahahaa.

I want to share my bus adventures. Yes, people the bus. So, many people drive and I'm not one of them because I think I'm so fabulous that I should be chauffeured people and until I can afford a personal driver the public transport will have to do. Maybe I should give a less conceited reason like it's my subconscious decision that I'm trying to save our planet. Yes, my carbon footprint is negligible.

Now here is the thing with the bus, sometimes it has it's own pungent odour i must hurry and get my fortune and get a chauffeur, yes the eau de bus. Like I was on the bus today and it's sunny in England for a change and the bus smelt like a mix of stale air and sweaty armpits.

But the worst smell of all, is when a homeless person rides the bus. I must admit I've grown up somewhat as previously I wouldn't have hesitated to make a BIG THING about someone smelling but now I'm wiser I keep it to myself as I CHANGE SEATS and try to run from the eau de homeless that is wafting from the back aisle of the bus.

I need to win the lottery so I can get this chauffeur. LOL

Fabulously Sad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling deflated. Why is that? I hate waiting! I reckon my patience is at an all time LOW. Like I'm waiting for information to come back and it might take like 40 days but I'm like why must it take so long!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't they know like I'm like ROYALTY in my own mind that is...so why must I wait the same as everyone else. It's ridiculous.

I guess I hate not knowing what is going on!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want this information like since yesterday....oh dear I sound so spoilt. Now, I just feel like I want some green tea ice cream....I didn't have any for so long now. I want it. I remember when my cousin tried it for the first time---she said *it tastes like a cold tea bag* hahahahah what a description.

Bye Bye from Emo Chan TT.TT

RAGE CRAZY INSANE

Today, I'm like a bull.  I see RED RED RED.  PMS PMS PMS---i think it's getting worse or something today i think i became the King of the Jungle and you SHALL HEAR ME ROAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I think the sound of your voice, the look in your eye, the thoughts in your mind were all amplified and intensified the RAGE inside.  I decided to retreat to my bedroom afraid that my ROAR might cause mass  destruction---emotional maybe even verbal i hate physical violence unless you're my badminton partner in which case I WILL DEFEAT YOU, lol.

E P I K ---Anticipation!!!

I'm excited about being considered to work in South Korea and I'm trying to learn stuff about the language and culture BUT before I can really knuckle down and do that I must ace the next interview.

I want to go and drink from such cute packaging and the other picture everything just looks so different.  It's amazing how many people try to deter you from doing things that I guess scares them.  What happened to their sense of adventure----I mean you don't do these things without some trepidation but surely you don't NOT GO out of FEAR ALONE.  I cannot be victim to my own fear of the unknown---I want to experience something new.  

Wish me luck everyone ---I want to see these pretty flowers on the tree!!!!!  Note to self I wonder what creepy looking bugs they have in Korea--I better google that.