I wonder if I've made the right decision???? I decided to stay in Korea for another year but after completing the application. I have so many feelings of uncertainty. My heart feels like it's being torn apart. I'm worried that my relationship won't last! It's quite new about five months and I fear that I won't be able to stay here if it should end. I miss my family so much these days and even though I'm having fun here......will I still be having fun in eight months time. Will my relationship withstand the hands of time. I fear my thoughts of negativity are going to lead it too finish prematurely.
Lack of physicality is becoming troublesome. But then I wonder is intimacy more important than sex. The lack of the latter is causing me so much frustration and irritability. So, clearly I am in need of the sex but my pride is causing obstruction. Communication. I know......I mentioned it once before but stumbled and hit my head against a closed door. The response was I'm tired and as the weeks pass by I wonder if he is sleeping with someone else......Have I made the right decision to stay????
I wonder if I've made the right decision???? I decided to stay in Korea for another year but after completing the application. I have so many feelings of uncertainty. My heart feels like it's being torn apart. I'm worried that my relationship won't last! It's quite new about five months and I fear that I won't be able to stay here if it should end. I miss my family so much these days and even though I'm having fun here......will I still be having fun in eight months time. Will my relationship withstand the hands of time. I fear my thoughts of negativity are going to lead it too finish prematurely. 
Lack of physicality is becoming troublesome. But then I wonder is intimacy more important than sex. The lack of the latter is causing me so much frustration and irritability. So, clearly I am in need of the sex but my pride is causing obstruction. Communication. I know......I mentioned it once before but stumbled and hit my head against a closed door. The response was I'm tired and as the weeks pass by I wonder if he is sleeping with someone else......Have I made the right decision to stay????
oh dear. these are hard decisions. and long distance relationships are tricky. i hope you do what is best for you, and that things work out. hang in there!!!!
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